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Currently listening to: Amy Pearson - Ready to Fly
Current mood: tired, happy, confused

Journal:

Hey, bloggy! Yesterday SPAIN won the Final Match of EURO 2008 Expect Emotions well, they did well in the other matches too. They did make 12 goals without losing any of the matches in EURO 2008. David Villa was the top goal scorer of all. He scored 4 goals ( i think ) and he did score three goals in one appearance. He's Chiko's husband though :p. Hehehe.

Anyway, James is sick, and today I went to his house to see him. For like 4 hours and then I had my first tuition for grade nine :D. Oh yeah, I'm now the nine graders. :D But I totally miss my grade 8 friends! I think that will be my best moment in Kesatuan. My grade 8 moments that were full of laughters and tears. I just don't wanna let it go :'(. Started with sitting with Cecil and I was moved to sit with Jossi and we became a very good partner in tasks. Then, the group of CHREAPY including me, Cecil, Hansen, Elvin, Yohanes. The most loudest students in our class. I'll never forget those moments we had. I hope we'll not be separated in grade 9 :).

Oh ya, I almost forget.
Happy Birthday Hans Kelson Lanardi hahaha..

I think that's all for today. Thanks for reading, people. :)

Currently listening to: Summertime - Nasri ft. The Kids On The Block
Current mood: bored as usual

Journal:

Heya, it's been a week ya guys. Last Friday I got my report card yeay, and guess what, Igot the first rank again. THANK GOD, You are the best! I You! hehehe.. well, the highest was English= 97. and the lowest was LH= 75. Urgh. And did you know? The night before my report card was given, i was actually dreaming of getting 51 on my LH. But lucky that wasn't right. Hehehe. . About my last blog, it was actually James who was fooling me (again). I really didn't believe it at the first time. But what else can I say? It is what it is now. We just can't read their minds and change them easily. Let the time heal :).
I think my plans to Padang is postponed or maybe canceled :(
This holiday is like those weekends on school days. Nothing special happened. Well, some does. Aldi's birthday! yeay. Last Friday we have some barbecue things in Aldi's house. I was actually wanting to stay late, a lil' bit longer than 10 p.m huhuu. That was fun. Eating grilled meats and playing cards for like 50 games. I just loved it! I hope I could have something like that again :). He invited a few couples and his other friends. Me & James, Yurike & Rizky, Tarathya & Rendy and himself with his beloved girlfriend, Natalia. They were so romantic, grilling those foods together with love hahaha. Am I too over? Well, yeah that was a great night, Friday night. After the dinner, we played cards "Capsah", yeah that was the name of the game we played on like 50 times as I've said before.

Today's Sunday and... We're going to have the Final Match of Euro 2008 Expect Emotions later on Monday early morning at 01.00 a.m! Well, SPAIN and GERMANY will compete to get the place on the first place. :) I support those two countries because I love them :) Well, I am actually more into Germany but for Spain, they might win also. This is like Italy vs France in Final for World Cup 2006 a couple of years ago.

I think that's all for today's blog. See ya people! Don't forget to post a thing on my ChatBox!

blogg... hari ini pendek banget berlalu dengan hal2 yg ga penting... sigh...
dan! gue menemukan sesuatu...
sebenernya ternyata setelah dikonfirmasi keyakinan gue dengan kata2 dari frans...
hmm.. i should believe in jms kali ya.... aduhhh.. panjang deh critanya males nulisnya huhuhu.... lagi sedih...
hari ini..
ke skolah jem stgh 8... ga dapet parkiran -____- akhirnya parkir di plg blakang.. terus tuh ke kelas eh dibagiin nilai yipiiee! hahaha.. terus k kantin trs ngumpul2 trs pacaran trs marah2 trs pergi ke elos makan balik k skolah terus pacaran lgi hahahahhaha.. gitu2 doang si...
heheheh..
btw... nilai2 ulum udh dibagiin..
lumayan lah.. meningkat.. tp ada yg nurun huhuhuhu.... ipa sama kompnyaa :(
huhuhu...

BI.. 99
PKN.. 96
MAT.. 100,90,100
AGAMA.. 99
IPA.. 88
KOMP.. 82
ING.. 98,6 > 99
SUNDA.. 90
IPS.. 91

ya lumayan lah dirata2 jdi 93... heheh.. tpi sebel tuh gara2 komp ma ipa 8.. huhuu.. menggangu keindahan nilai hahahha..
nyokap si udh blg okay nilainya.. hehe...
ntar malem ada spain vs greece.. pengen ntn ah ada TORRES hahahahahhaha <3
tpi harus bobo dlu tkt gakuat hhehehe... kcuali ditemeni hohoho...
yaudah deh thatha bloggy

whoaaa... kayanya gue paling rajin nge-blog di bulan ini dehhh. biasa lah bulan yg membosankan. hahahahha.. btw2, tadi pagi gue ke skolah dan YEAYY!!! nilainya bagus2hohoho.. ga da remid hohoho.. anyway.. abis tadi k skolah gue diem bentar di skolah terus kan ngumpul bareng temen2 eh ada rapat osis bentar terus gue ngebahas soal MOS taon dpn hihihihii (evil laugh) nanti gue kerjain abis2an ahahahahahaha. terus abis tu kita plan ke elos mo ntn.. akhirnya si widya and friends jg pd mo ntn ternyata eh si shelly juga! hahahahahha. jadi kita bareng2 ber 19 nonton.... si doddy sndirian di samping ckckck. kesian banget deh! ntn shutter gituuu. gue ketemu sama si "A"..... ahhahaha.. hehehehe... di tengah2 film pas lgi pd teriak2 gitu, gue kerjain si rere ma bani yg duduknya disebelah gue hahahaha. kakinya gue pegang dan alhasil pd teriak2 malu2in deh ahhahahahahahahaha. kocak banget. terus gue ada sdikit brantem2 gitu lah di akhir film akhirnya gue pulang anterin rere dulu. and she gave me some advices. hhehehe.thank you my birthday-twinny hahahahhahaha.. ehhh pas lgi nganter si rere.. pd ngajakin jalan.. tpi gue hrs plg mobilnya mo dipke and..... ada ondangan ntar jem 5 sbnernya si males.. tp ini harus hoho.. soalnya ga enak kalo ga datengg hehehe.. yasudahlahhh skian hahahahah
thathaaa. see ya peeps! eh iya kemaren ga jadi ntn bola! sedihnyaaaa:(

hey bloggy.. i'm kinda confused. well, life is confusing. hahha.. gmn yaa.. jadi tiba2 tuh gue mikir.. apa selama ini like... 2 weeks or more ini.. apa emg...
. dia emg perduli sama gue
. dia pura2 perduli sama gue
. gue yg pura2 ga perduli
. apa gue yg emg perduli?

bingung ya? hahahhaha. gue jga.. apa lagi lo. hehhee. anywayy..
hari ini bener2 1.3 out of 10! ngebosenin banget.
udah di rumah ribut2, capedee. serial ugly betty gue jg abis, jdi harus beli lagii hikshiks...
dimulai dari makan yogurt, makan balado, makan kue, makaroni, balado, terus yogurt lagi. buset deh lama2 liburan di rumah gue jadi babi kali yaaa. and kalo mau tauu.. kalo mauuuu. hahahhaa. emg a bit disgusting sih.. hahahhahahahahha. gue dah bker 2x loh! gara2 makan cemilan terus hahahahhahaha. capedeee. hmmmm.. gara2 pd pergi ke ondangan jdinya di rumah ga masak..
tpi sekarang sih dah kenyaaang hahahhaa. aduh besok sekolah lagi.. males deh.. malah ntar malem well, subuh ada PORTU vs SWISS. hahahahah. mau nonton tpi jem 1 tkt ga bisa bangun pagi :( huhuhuhuuu.... lagian kalo ntn jg..

seandainyaaaaa. hidup gue seneng terus yang impossible banget. hahahahah... gue jadi kepikiran sm masa lalu yg cukup menyeramkan apalagi pas pertengahan april. sigh... well, kalo mau tau, i give u a clue. "arna". knp ya jdi kebayang2 mulu.... i don't wanna lose him again..... kalo dipikir sih gitu.. tapi kalo pake cara pemikiran jossi.. (my religious friend) hahahahahaha.. gue harus think positif and... do the best and let God do the rest (quotenya cecil) yeayeayea. right. ga boleh mikir yg aneh2 secara kan lgi mau libur.. jadi harus dibawa fun harus enjoyyy jgn pikir yg mcm2. kalo dpkr2 jg slama ini tuh i'm hurting myself.. i mean my feelings. mikir yg ngga2 terus ngerasa inilah itulah.. ya gitu deh.. sedangkan yang ada didepan gue bukannya di syukurin malah dicurigain. huhuhuu. knp ya gue gini.... udh gila kali hahahahha.

yaudah dehhh... udh cukup panjang. eh gue masih nunggu doa lo2 pada nih! okay! hahahahahhahha. kalo ga ngerti baca aja my blog yg kemaren tgl 14 june. :p thank youuu for reading, peeps!

heyya bloggy. sup? hahaha. sok inggris gitu hahaha. hmm.. bosen nih liburrr.hehehe. nyokap baru pulang dari padang bawa balado enak bangeeeeeet hahahahah rakus bgt si gue. hehehe. hmmm.. james lagi sakit skrg. tpi gatau deh dah smbh pa blm hehehe..
anywayy.. i'm feeling a bit better dari kemaren2.. yg agak "bimbang" tpi sekarang i believe kok. and sepenuhnya buat dia. since that one is like ngejauh jadi udah ke heal hehehhe. well well.. ngga sgitunya si.. hmmm.. what else should i talk about yah....
senin pembantu gue kawin hahahaha. penting ya? hahahhaha. trs hari senen gue ke skolah mau ngeliat remid2 aduh semoga gak ada deh, kalo ada males bangetttt.. masa harus blajar lagi hahahahaha. anyway gue ngerasa bisa kok ngerjainnya and with god's help gue jadi makin yakin. makasih banget yaaaaa my truly beloved jesus christ! hehehhe. i love love love you banget! hahahahhaa.. well, it's a must loh.. hehe..
kangen banget nih sama delapan duaaa yang selama setaon udh nemenin gue, bcanda2 gokil2 ngebokep2 (loh?) hahahahah semuanya deh sampe marah2an sm nyolot2an jg jadih heheheheh. huhuhuu. grade 8 is like my best moment. banyak banget yg happened. mulai dari tawa2 smp berakhir dengan sedih.. huhuu.. tpi that's okay. kita masih satu sekolah and masih bisa ketemu2 hehehhee. i love you all! (as a friend) -_- hahahahahahha.
mulai dari yg pertama kali masuk gue duduk ma cilo terus dipindahin duduk ma jossi terus akhirnya duduk sendiri..
sampe sekarang harus leave the class :( ngga relaaa. hikshiks. kelas ngebokep bersama (loh?) ehhhhh gue ga ikutan! maksudnya buat cowok2nya hehehe ;p. aduhhh. pokonya i will never forget it. semoga aja deh delapan dua lulus semua ngga ada yg gak naek.. hehehehhe. karena telah dibimbing oleh ketua kelas semester dua yg paling baikkkk, gue. loh? hahahahahahahhaha. apa coba hubungannya? hahahaha..
sekarang udah tinggal nunggu bagi rapor nih.... duh smga rank 1 lagi yaa! doain! awas lo kalo ga gue kutuk jadi kodok . ahaahahahhahaah. maksa. cepet sekarang doa! yeee, malah lanjut baca. udahhhh! stop dulu!! skrg doa! satu, dua, tiga....
doa dimulai





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loh? kok ga doa? cepetan! susah banget sih dibilangin!.. hahahahahhahaha... yaudah dehhhh
gue jga dah capek.. huhu.. see ya later ya malem2.. kalo gue ntn bola. hahahha. spain vs swedia. kalo ga slh hahahha.. thatha love love you! thanks for reading, dan kalo udh doa, thanks buat doannyaaa. kalo yg belom doa, besok lo jadi kodok aja hahahahha. :p joking.

BLOGGGGGGGGG! hahaha.. i miss you a LOT hehehehe.. well well, things are going pretty complicated. hmmm. i finished my exam week. yeayy. and it's now the time to have freedom hahahhahahaha, talking about the exams, well, some are kinda hard. but i still can deal wif them.. hmmm.. especially scienceeee. aduuh, how can i be sooooo stupidd?? lupa ttg tekanannya! hikshiks.. tadi pas lagi di depan guru.. untung and THANK GOD ga remid hahahahhahaa. inggris gampang, ips gampang, sunda gampang, cuma science deh kayanya yg susah. and guess what. how dare si murni nilai gue kurang 1! huhuhuhu.. i got 99 on BI. nearlyy. tp dah bersyukur hahahahhaa. anyway.... gue kmrn diajakin ke padang. beuh mendadak banget. jadi ga bisa deh.. paling nanti pertengahan liburan hehehe... terusss.... apa yah.... hmmmm... si james sih masih exam sekarang baru beres hari rabu.. jadi still have to spend my weekend without him hahhahaha. cape dehh.... kangen banget sama internet stuff! huhuhuhu..... kuat juga ga maen sminggu.. eh tapi nyolong waktu dikit sih..

by the way..... sekarang kan lgi euro 2008! yeayyyyy. andd..... gue dukung italy, portugal and spain.. hahahah... well.. banyak kemungkinan sih bukan mereka yg dpt pialanya.. but apa salahnya ngedukung. hahahhahahaha.. yaudah dehh.. i gtg dadaaaah! love lve ya'll

if god's asking for what miracle i've wanted the most, i'd say "reading people's mind". why can't you just be honest to me? it's fine. i won't be mad at you anyway. your life is fake if you keep on saying those words. well, i dont know what is going on exactly. next week is my exam week. so, i think i've to go for a study time now... and.. not going to fill this blog for my exam days. byebyee:)

masih kepikiran ga sih arti cinta yang sebenernya? orang yg brani mencintai harus berani ngadepin resiko kehilangan dia suatu hari.. apa emg harus gitu? kata james. "true lve doesn't have happy ending." siapa juga si yang nyangka bakal ada yg namanya gatau keluaran jenis dari mana happy ending yang fiksi abis disaat nanti kita kehilangan dia. karena kita pasti kehilangan dia. mungkin caranya aja yang beda. well, we can't see through god's plan diary though. so we might just have to wait.

semua orang punya pandangan yg beda- beda. tapi apa semua itu bener? apa semua yg kita pikir dari hati itu selalu bener? kita kayanya ga harus ngikutin apa yg hati kita bilang. karena pada akhirnya hidup kita akan selalu tergantung sama hati. dan pada saat hati itu sakit, kita akan selalu menyakiti diri kta sndiri dong? karena orang yg sakit hati, emosi nya ga stabil. banyak banget kok pengalaman gue. mungkin bukan karena itu aja, karena gue juga salah satu orang yang emosian banget. apalagi soal love yang ga jelas asal usulnya dateng dari mana. tiba- tiba aja muncul depan kita yang punya suatu perasaan yang beda terhadap orang laen. kita juga ga bisa ngelarang cinta itu datang karena cinta datang bukan dipaksa tapi datengnya tiba- tiba. di saat saat kita ngerasa diri kita bner bener nyaman banget kalo ada dia, kalo ada di deket dia. kita ngerasa kalo dia itu orang ygn bisa jagain kita.. bener ga sih semua ini?

aduh, gue jadi bingung sendiri gara- gara kata cinta yg berasal dari mars ato jupiter lah hahhaha..

aduh sekarang gue jadi ngantuk jadinya nih.. gara- gara ngomongin soal cinta sih.. hahaha.. tpi yaudah lah.. biarinin semuanya jalan seadanya..

hello bloggyy. it's now the fourth of june.. which tomorrow brings us to diana's birthdaay yeay. but unfortunately we're going to celebrate it in a long distance birthday hahahaha. udh kaya relationship aja long distance. hahahha..
gw ga lgi mood ngapa2in.. malah social studies hw blm dikerjain.. hikshiks... udh si tinggal tiga soal lgi..
gw jdi kpikiran sm masa2 lalu... well, it happened. no need to regret. kata temen2.. udah tiga orang apa empat gitu yg blg jalanin aja.. pertama si frans, si rere, si cilo sm si josi... kena marah deh gw sm cilo.. katanya gw kebaikan.. kurang jahat dikit.. emg iya ya? kan gue kadang2 jahat jg hahahah..
tpi gw emg pantes kok dpt ini smua for what i've done... yg udh buat dia bt 15 hari brturut2.... and nyakitin banyak orang dkt gw.im really sorry. gw ga tau harus ngapain.... gw tau kok, sadar kalo emg ini smua nyakitin buat lo2 pada.. ( H, F, A) tpi what i can only do is to pray and wish you'll have something more than me... yg lbh worth it lah.......
eh gw baru update blog loh... so hows it? kasih komen dong post shout out di tagboard hehehehhe. thanks yaaaa readers. hehehe..
yaudah deh.. see you later yaaa. byebye bloggy.

hello my dearests! hehe.. well well.. it's nearly exam mode on.... hmmm... i've got some stupid stuff happening lately.i'm afraid to tell that my feelings are a bit "i'm-not-sure" i'm so sorry for the things i've done. i really regret those things. but regretting isnt the way to make a solution. i'll start to change and i don't want this "karma" things are like running around in my mind. i can do it. i really really wanna change for you. but please, don't break my <3 for the second time. and please take care of my feelngs. i don't wanna be emotional for some stupid lil things. please be someone that i can be proud of... i know you can. well, you said so. i believe in you now. and i believe that you'll never do that stupid thing again. well well things are getting a bit dramatic now hahaha..
okay.. let's discuss another topic...
for this young man that has loved(?) or may be love me... i dont know about his feelings ryte now. i'm so sorry. i din meant to break ur heart. it's just a decision i made because my feelings said so. we can still be friends:) you're my best friend:) i bet we can get over this stuff and be like we've ever been. i'm so sorry to let you fell in love with me. i shouldn't make you feel like that. it's not that i dont want you to love me, but i just don't wanna break anybody's feeling. i'm so sorry. you're still the greatest listener who gave advices for me during my unstable condition.
oh my god.. it's getting more dramatic..
well, i dont know who can i say this to.. so i just write it here. wishing he will forgive me. even though it's like... impossible. but let's just say as cilo's quote "Do the best, and let God do the rest."
I'm doing my best to be what i am now. i don't wanna be in "trauma mode" again.. it's just me, the one who will play my real life drama. and those people are like the other players. i know i can get through this. thank God! for he's the greatest of all. the one who can make my life better and the one who always be there for me when one else can be and the one i lean on to when no body wants.
well, readers who read from the above thanks for being my best reader heheheheh ;p.

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